Getting to know you better…

Who is that girl?
Who am I you ask? Am your average cowboy-jane who is still on a search for what she really wants in life–> Either being backstage or in the limelight. I am sarcastic and most often vague, if you find me too serious, I’m just being, well… being me.
I am…
… hopeful
What’s in a name?
Sakka. Maedinn. Kyameel. Hoto-chan.
Just some of the nicks I have used in real life and online, and most prolly the names I’ll be stuck with til the end.
Kyameel.
It’s just a playful turn on my normal ordinary nick of Camille. Blame my college friends for that. I found it cute and imaginative, so I took and adopted it. For the meantime, it’s one of the most unique names in the world… well, at least that’s what Google tells me. So I think I’m gonna hang on to it for quite a while.
Sakka.
The online nick, most of my online friends know me for. I’ve used it in AGV first, and it stuck for awhile since I used the same name as I signed my blog entries before. It’s Japanese for writer, if you must know. But since it doesn’t relate to me anymore, I grew out of it.
Hoto-chan?
LMAO. Yes, Hoto-chan. The nick I had when I entered my only college org in UP, UP AME. I played Hotohori of the anime Fushigi Yuugi once for an org performance, and the people both fellow applicants and members got acquainted to me as Hoto-chan. (Blame you, Ami! XP)
Maedinn.
My very first online alias. It’s a spin off from the meaning of my name, Camilla.
maiden of the temple, or assistant in a sacrifice.
My very first online alias is actually Maedinn Templar. Silly, I know :p Other than that, it has no special purpose.
Camilla.
My given name. And Kabalarian has described how accurate my name describes me.
Although the name Camilla creates the urge to work in harmony with others, we point out that it causes a superior, interfering expression. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems, worry and mental tension.
Your name of Camilla gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful. You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you. Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone’s feelings.
So, so, me.

