Thesis (again)

Just realized my first prepaid net card can only be used between 1am-7am (arfgh! major eyebags!!!)
sigh.

Never thought art making was this serious… well, I know it’s not just a type of medium you play around with… I just didn’t think it was THIS serious…
I’ve never thought, even considered, art making can make anyone lose his/her mind. Well, I’ve heard things about it… Now I understand why.
I’m already in fourth year, and yet have I learned nothing? All these years, all I was able to do was improve my sketches, drawings and stories of –you guessed it– anime.
Yes, I can paint realistically, even photo-realistically if i try harder. But I don’t seem to find exceptional works except for that…

argh!!!