I feel like a kid again.

Ball Jointed Dolls.
More or less 2 feet tall, these dolls are almost life-like and completely poseable. And expensive.
And I WANT one. I certainly don’t have any need for one, but the WANT is great and nagging me completely. This has been distracting me for 2 days in a row now. (And might extend for awhile)
For some reason, I wanna use the doll for sketches and of course to play with. I wanna make dresses for it. Dang. Yes. I feel like a kid again.
I’ve already asked on how to go about doing it in the Philippine BJD community, and they have already told me how expensive it can be, but I am still in hopes to get one without losing life and limb.
I’ve been saturated with blogs of doll-owners for almost a year now, but it is only now that I felt the urge to get myself one.
*sigh*
If only money were no object I’d…
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.
.
… still need money
/frustrated.
I do hope this passes…