Serendipituous
I think my brain should have a built-in black box, like those in airplanes, to record all the things I think of. When I lay down in bed or simply stare out into nothing, I seem to have the things I want said, and things I want read. But when I start working on these ideas, start putting them down into form… I can’t seem to grasp it again and bring it to life.
Serendipituous thinking. It’s nice… but somehow impractical…
Or am I just making another excuse why I can’t seem to post any decent entries recently? Even as a GM?
But really, some of my ideas have come thru serendipity. But I can’t seem to utilize them enough. *sighs*
Like my decision to continue… that was serendipituous thinking. But admittedly I still hate where I am right now. Okay, hate is such a strong word… I dislike being where I am right now. I’ve been having a hard time pychologically coping up with these people. But as I’ve said, am doing what I can. Not all my best, but what I can. That’s all I’m willing to give… since am detached from the whole experience…
*shakes head*
I shouldn’t be thinking like this again… I have less than three months to go anyway… I just hope any revelations would come sooner.
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Side note: Finally have a CD writer! Now I can back-up my files, artworks and others without worrying about it again! Yey
