Life Does Get Better
After all that’s happened, the feeling of restlessness has subsided. No longer worrying about the panelists’ reactions, no longer thinking so much about acads. Finally, the long wait will soon be over.
It is almost upon me…
I don’t want to pre-empt such things so I won’t say the word. Since I am still unsure of the things ahead, but at least the light at the end of the tunnel is brighter this time around.
In response to the last comment before regarding how I think I did in the presentation, I was actually unsure. All I am sure of is that the tension came first before I even spoke. And that made things a bit different than I planned it. Even my adviser told me I seemed tentative answering the panelists’ questions. And I admit it. I have never been good at public speaking…
Now, thinking about it– I can no longer do anything. What’s been done is done, so I shouldn’t let my mind linger on to that and look forward to (at?) the things ahead. Which I am!!!
I’m up for that summer schooling for that short course and will be applying for ‘internship’ at a big TV Network. Whooo… Really looking forward to it!
