Believing
There comes a point in your life that you don’t know if you’re plain lucky or it’s really just because of you…
First things first– Minna-san, welcome Neko!!! A friend who recently just migrated to Canada XP whose voice and socks I totally miss! Now people can be updated with her… kahit papaano…
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Recently, with this ongoing job search, it made me think about what I can really do. But admittedly, am a bit confused. You’re probably thinking am going through another phase again… Yes, I guess so. This time, it’s more of an identity crisis, and I’ve actually been thinking about since I stepped out of College. More often than not, I’ve come to think that I only have the skills and not the talent. Am not the supposed genius everyone thinks I am…. And how I got to where I am now– was it really sheer genius or just dumb luck?
Yes, I have this sort of inferiority complex, lacking in self-confidence– and I admit that. Okay, it’s something I have so little. This is inappropriate at this time since, finding a job requires you should know what you do best….
As I undertake these challenges, I thank the poeple who are always there for me… And I’m plainly so glad to have them. I’m so blessed to have people who no matter what I do, will be there for me. And their words of comfort soothe my confused self. I have yet to know what they found in me and still do things they don’t have to… But for the moment, I love them for that.
I know I should focus on this path… and be optimistic about the future… and maybe I should really start thinking that way… And as someone has told me so many times– Believe, and everything else will fall into place…
Lessons learned…
….I’m a painter at heart, and always will be.
….A single pixel can make the difference.
