And so I continue to live
I am here again., and trying to show that I am still alive, breathing and *working*. Working my *** off in this job… Where I’ve become a Brand Assistant/ Graphic Designer. I’ve found a niche in it, though not prominent, still there is a niche, yes?
So far, am doing okay, and no complaints whatsoever. I’ve been told I shouldn’t complain of a *certain off-time* for I would be very thankful when I get to have it again after tons of work set in.
Yes, weeks already and I haven’t done what I’m supposed to do… with my sites anyway. I just wanna finish some things off before I could actually *continue* Once again (and I am being redundant when i say this), I apologize.
And I continue to live…
And love…
(and the vagueness starts)
Is it even appropriate I say that now? Actually posting this now meant having to let go of feelings I’ve been keeping for so long. It has been hard to work while I try to push back all emotions., emotions after being told of *things* I didn’t want to hear.
Well I am going to say them now…
I am in love. I can’t explain how or why, I just am.
And I’ve never been more happy in my life, looking back now.
For all the times I’ve sacrificed my own happiness…
Here is my turn, happy beyond what I could expect…
And still happy whatever challenge I face…
Just looking at you, I found myself.
Just looking at you, I’m more than home.
Just looking at you, I feel swept away by emotions…
Emotions that I am thankful for.
Just holding your hand, I feel no harm will come.
Just holding your hand, I feel you’ll always be there.
Just holding your hand, I feel certain of what I feel.
Certain of what we both feel.
Your plans have somehow become my plans… OUR plans.
And I would support you all the way…
Though things have come our way…
Things that tried to separate us…
in more ways than one…
We come back in each other’s arms…
And these feelings I feel…
Become stronger.
No matter what happens…
I love you…
And nothing, NOTHING, changes that.
