2007, In Review

Following your heart

Here’s the actual year-end review for 2007. Month by Month.

I’m not doing this because almost everybody is. I’m doing this because 2007 has been the year that not a lot has happened, but what happened has been turning points in my life.

January - February
I spent New Year’s Eve finishing a test website to submit it on time for a reckoning. It was my plan that 2007 is the year that I make the changes happen. I didn’t pass, but it was a sign of things to come. 2007 will be a busy year.

Early February, I took up a one-day class as a web design refresher course.

I was almost invisible online during these months due to the disappointment of that test. But it was also my proudest months. I was doing something to accomplish what I always wanted to do.

March
The official sort of opening for Sugoi Stuff.

The month I got Enma Ai, my nightly companion. A part of the plan that is soon to be realised.

April and May
A stand-still. A sort of personal meditation. I was already at two-minds whether to go on further with my plan, or simply back out.

I was active in LJ, but it was more of my brain trying to be active despite of my emotional state.

I took up additional hobbies, projects, different from what I usually do.

Looking back, it was a break I was actually looking for. It made me come to the decision.

June
I quit my paper pushing job and took on a web designing career.

All that planning and thinking and projects, to perfect my craft… Now for profit.

July, August and September
I was in a state of euphoria. I’ve been having wonderful days, circumstances and experiences. Memories to cherish as the time passes. I never really thought anything could go wrong!
October
Then the tooth had to act up.

Everything did a complete 180 degree turn. Not exactly for the worst, but definitely for a change.

And I mean everything.

November
November had to be allotted for coping and handling the situation as much as I can, monetary and emotionally. I could almost breakdown at any moment. I was like a bad actor. Crying one minute, laughing my head off in another.
December
The whole of December I was up to my neck with projects that needed to be done so that I can actually pay medical bills.

And as early as mid-December, I was already looking back…

It has been an odd, stressful but fulfilling year. Despite all the amount and risk choices I have made, I don’t have any regrets. And I finally followed the mantra I kept telling my self the year before.

To jump and follow my heart– to jump and let go.

I’m proud to say that I actually took the leap.

Here’s to 2008 with a hopeful prayer that things will go better.

 

Commentaries

Amanda

The fact that you moved on from the job that wasn’t making you one bit happy and are now doing something you really enjoy makes me admire you. And I’m really happy for you. smiley

 
Kyameel

Thanks, Amanda. smiley

 

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